Biual possibility?

No offense to anyone who is a ,,or what not. Here's my dilema. I think i'm in love with a girl. I've never spoken about it until now and no one else knows but she and I. She loves me also which is crazy. lol I still can't get over it. We've been talking everyday for nearly 3 months and I feel that I couldn't go a day without speaking to her.I get so angry when the phone rings and it's not her. I know why I love her, and she's sure why she loves me also, but maybe it's also because she's just there constantly and it feels nice.Maybe It's just a crush or maybe it's real I don't know. I don't want or anything and thankfully she doesn't either, I just want her that's all. I can't imagine having with a woman and in the end I still one day want to be married and have a family with a man,but I worry about my relationship with her and my husband.And then our religions! We're both Muslims,so like christianity and judaism,ity is considered a sin. We've never done anything improper like or anything, we just love each other and want to be around one another.I doubt we'll ever even kiss. Am I crazy? Am I a ? Can I have her and a life with a husband? What would you do? Are we both just confusing close friendship for love? Please answer what you can. I appreciate it all. I'm just confused because I love her,but I'm not sure what I want or who I am.